You Can Only Hope (a Maycizzle and Jojo original)

I don't want to be a victim of a love lost tragedy.
Tell me, do you think poorly of me?
Loving life is a weakness; you're a weakness.
Was this meant to be more than what I planned?

So, I'm alone again.
Thinking of the time when we were friends.
And I'm alone again.
Thinking of the times when I thought you cared.
Do I even compare to the other girls out there?

Now my threads unwind.
Thinking of you all the time.
Can't get you off my mind.
Am I going insane?
Is this all just a game to you?

We could have been like the moon and the sun.
Lighting up the sky for everyone.
Tell me darling was it love or a false advocate.
We were just kids.
We didn't know any better.
Just like a striped sweater.
We needed someone to keep us safe and warm.

Now my threads unwind.
Thinking of you all the time.
Can't get you off my mind.
Am I going insane?
Is this all just a game to you?

Deep down in the depths of hell.
Never known why I'm not feeling well.
But this epiphany hit me like your tombstone.

I want to bring you back to life.
Just for one more pointless fight.
But I know that hope will drown itself away.
I just need you next to me for one more day.

Now my threads unwind.
Thinking of you all the time.
Can't get you off my mind; you're etched.
It scares me half to death.
Am I going insane?
Is this all just a game to you?